I am

I am a daughter of desperation. I am a daughter that was created to save a marriage that for the most part was already lost. I am a daughter that was melancholy most of my childhood days. I am a daughter of a woman that for her day was so very ahead of her time in her thoughts and skills.
I am a daughter who loves. I am a daughter to an amazing woman who I know I will never be as successful as. I am a daughter who has my own dreams. I am a daughter who strives to be her own person. I am a daughter who is not much like my mother no matter what my husband says.

I am a woman of peace. I am a woman of the universe. I am a woman unafraid to take chances to become all I wish to be. I am a woman who trusts slowly. I am a woman of few friends. I am a woman who knows that out there is that dream that continually eludes her. I am a woman who oft times will not say what is on her mind as I am a woman who allows others to be who they are without criticism.

I am a woman who hugs trees and sits on the grass to get grounded. I am a woman who is happy with whom she is. I am a woman who looks in the mirror and says hello happy lady.

I am a mother to the four legged variety. I am a mother whose favorites are the dogs as opposed to the cats. I am a mother who tells them all I love them equally. I am like my own mother in that way.

I am a wife. I am a wife who knows that though there are good times and not so good times, the good will always outweigh the bad. I am a wife who says I love you every day. I am a wife who sometimes wants time alone or for things to be a little different than they are but accepts life as it is. I am a wife whose husband cooks better than she in some cases. I am a woman who doesn’t care if her house has dust or dirt on the floor. I am a wife who comes home every day and doesn’t go out like the other wives do. I am a wife who hates to clothes shop but loves the farmers market. I am a wife who does not have a green thumb nor does she wish to.

I am a child at heart.
I am blessed to be who I am. I am happy I can accept and love life and the beauty in little moments.
I am.
I am thankful you have read this and now know a bit more about me.