sleep to dream

I walked out amongst the barren trees
Calling your name out to the wind
The snow fierce
Lashing at my face
Sleet like needles I cry out
I can’t leave you
I cannot turn back
I know you are here
As you were once before.
Those eyes, damn,
Always those sad eyes
Don’t go, please,
As if begging me to stay,
Yet I left,
I had to go
And then you were gone
With no goodbye,
No last breath
Just gone
And the ice came
Driving into my heart
A thousand broken shards
Still stabbing me.
I shall be there,
I shall be
A dream
I awake standing out in the storm
How did I get here
Where are you now?