One thing leading into another thing
moving into a ripple effect
slipping between moments
of wonder and awe.
Words spoken leading to new paths
leading to doors that open
leaving the sorrow behind.
I sit beneath a morning sun
lost and finding the way to somewhere
and I am there though not aware
until the hand is shaking
and the words come forth spilling
and I smile at the wonder of it all.
What mysteries are abound
to move and shake the core
letting the mind tip into remembering
and seeing that what was there
is all you had asked
and you stand and shake your head
saying yeah, this is how it goes
and you take the step forward
even though you felt like you moved a step behind,
when it’s all a part of the dance
you take your place
moving along so very nicely
and tipping your hat to the sky
with a thank you sir
I’m gonna break through after all.
Thoughts on a somewhat surreal day, while visiting with my Dr for my 6 month check up I tell her with a laugh on how many applications I have filled out to no avail, so she goes out, makes a call, and hands me an address, says someone will meet me there and I finally find the place and fill out the application(for a job in the vein I am looking for) and am walked right in for an interview….my hands were shaking, I hadn’t done this in over 17 years. I hope I get the job and thinking positively I know I will get the job…may not be tomorrow but I feel quite hopeful again. Damn, what a delicious feeling indeed. Manifesting to garner all I desire in life…thank you yes indeed.